It’s so hard to be without you.
To say goodbye to you.
It physically hurts.
It brings tears to my eyes.
I miss you so much I’m crying.
It’s been 4 days 2 hours and 21 minutes exactly since your arms were last around me, since I last felt your lips on mine.
It feels like months since I’ve seen you.
I long for your touch.
I just fucking miss you. My bed saddens me if aren’t in it with me.
I need my boo here with me.
Nothing is right if I can’t have you next to me.
I just want to crawl into this bed and curl up next to you. And fall asleep it’s the best way to sleep. The only way I can sleep.. I haven’t slept an entire night since that night I fell asleep in your arms.
I need you.
I’ve been gathering information about soul mates for a piece I’m writing. And every time I read a line from what some one defines as a true “soul mate”; it hits home as to what I feel for you. From the unspoken understanding of each other to the sense of feeling ‘completed’ when you find that person.
Every single word they write. Is how you make me feel; always.
I’m completely, ridiculously, insanely in love with you from the moment we connected. I’m so looking forward to being with you.
Everyday you not only make me a priority but my happiness.
Everything I’ve ever wanted, could ever wish for in another. Is you.
Who you are, how you are, how you make me feel. It’s all perfect.
I admire you for your brain, you’re incredibly intelligent.
I admire your heart, it’s so big. You’re such a caring person.
I admire your character, your a very honest person.
I really just love everything about you. I cannot stop smiling when were talking; through text or in person. Always smiling.
What we have, is what people right novels about.
I don’t know what I did to deserve this. But I wouldn’t of have chosen any other path. Because it lead me to you.
For a second there;
I almost lost you.
I was petrified, and crying.
Second guessing it all.
Because we are so open to each other about the way we feel. Nothing can tear us apart.
We’re feeling so much so fast and it’s strong. It’s scary and amazing and strange.
Last night you told me “I’ve gotten soo close to you, in the little time that I’ve known you. And its crazy, cause the way I feel for you is different. I’m getting soo attached to you, and I know what happens when I get attached, when I truly begin to fall for someone. I know its gonna happen, and I’m afraid. I’m afraid all of this is gonna happen then your going to end up not wanting to be with me and leave me. Everyone always ends up leaving me.”
You are my love, my soul mate, my babe, my boo; my world.
I will never leave, I will never want too.
I want to fall asleep next to you e v e r y night. And wake up to your kisses and cuddles and tickles. I’m my authentic self with you, even better you make me a better person. I could not go a day without you now. All the tears and smiles and laughs and feelings shared. We have something no one thinks exists anymore. And I’m gonna fight for you forever.